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RESTRICTED BY DEEP THOUGHTS, I FIND MYSELF ASKING
23:49 Dec 13 2005
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This is what it's like when a heart dies....
The world seems lifeless, you look at cars passing by and wonder where are they going and why? When others are smiling and see a bright day, all I see is payn and "drones" called "people" and I wonder inside "why is my heart beating?! Why do my eyes cry? Oh but wait, my eyes do not cry, not anymore and though my heart does still beat; it feels nothing. How can it not? I do not know. But what I do know is I lost all feeling, nomore can I love! Nomore do I long for another, "the other half". When I see someone cry... I can't feel no remorse but only ask..... "why are you crying? I mean honestly?!" Why bother, for nothing is real and everything dies! Everything leaves you at one point or another... for love has drifted, well..... more like taken from me and FILLED with emptiness. In death of the heart, you no longer exist... to yourself nor to others. To truely die, everything has to stop, meaning's lost... love nomore... longing doesn't exist... feelings are gone... all you are is just cold inside... just there... passed by...... gone! And it really.... doesn't.... matter......
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markus666
16:21 Aug 01 2009
May I ask who broke your heart? emotions and feelings are part of the heart. If someone brake it, we think that everything and everybody is not important anymore. There are two sure things in life: you are born alone (unless you are a twin) and you will die alone. So, to let anyone brake your heart, is not good for you or your soul.